Sunday, May 10, 2009
that is what happened, irrevocably & totally when these three entered my world.
Some days I totally blow it & berate myself, feel guilty & wonder what I was thinking when I thought I could raise another little human. I have worried, cried, laughed & just been totally in awe of these little beings. It has made me appreciate my own Mum, the struggles she must have faced raising us. I had strong ideas on what I want to do & not want to do with them, but realise as each day passes that you can only do the best you can each day, pray for them with all your might & love them like there is no tomorrow!!! We do not know tomorrow & as the Word says "Do not worry about tomorrow as today has enough troubles of its own!!!" & so I realise that I must trust God & His plans for us.
With that in mind I pray over them nightly, daily & try to be the best Mum I can be, sometimes doing ok sometimes not. And although it is sometimes the hardest job in the world with not much thanks, I know it will all be worth it!! Love you. Mama xxx
Posted by Melanie B at 2:09 PM